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| SPRING BREAK. I am in anaheim california AKA DISNEYLAND! | | |
| I'M BACK! yeah, I know, barely anyone still uses xanga anymore.. but I felt like reviving mine. So water polo has started and my life has once again become insanely busy. Today I had seminary, school, ilml, scholbowl practice, water polo practice, home at 8, left at 5:45... More than 14 hours away.. and it is going ot be like that every day this week.. well, pretty much every day for the next two months. I don't know why I do water polo... it makes my life so busy... I dunno, I guess I sort of enjoy it. I like it more than swimming at least. (Well, I am friends with more people during water polo at least.) Well, I have tons of homework I must get to! BYE! | | |
| So.. Grades are in. 4.86. I'm really proud of it. I worked hard for this. But now it is time to be a senior. I dropped french and now i have early dismissal so I can mentor on tuesdays and thursdays. I only have four real classes and it seems to be going well so far. I don't have homework tonight, but sometimes it seems I have a lot. I dunno... 74 more days of school until it is all over. Things are changing rapidly. I feel like i'm losing myself. I have so much to say, yet no way to word it... | | |
| Sometimes it is really good to see who reads your xanga. But at the same time depressing, realizing that people whose xangas you read all the time never even think to look at yours. I know I don't update all that often anymore, but I used to... and its not like I've ever had that many people read it... It feels like I've lost almost all of my 'outer' circle of friends. All I'm left with is lake, mike, and eman+... no one else seems to care anymore. Parties I hear about, where I thought I was friends with everyone in attendance but never seem to be invited too... My weekends consist of hanging out with my family.. or sitting at home doing nothing. I guess the question is how did this happen? There are so many people I used to think I was friends with... so many people I associate with at school, but never hang out with after school. I guess it scares me so much because if I could lose this many friends while still here, what is going to happen after I go to BYU? I'll be in Utah... Mike will be in California, Linda in Florida, Emily probably here... Ryan probably around here.. and Elspeth doesn't know.. but it won't be close.... I know I'll make new friends, and that that is a lot of what college is about, but i don't want to lose my old friends. I want to be like my sister and her best friend and be able to have a ten year anniversary when we are seniors. (LAKE 6-16) There are so many people that I know I'll never talk to again after we graduate... but it seems like things are already ending and I just don't know how to stop it. | | |
| I think it is ironic that I just wrote a paper on how money is not happiness. This is why:
I have wanted laptop for several years. Probably about six. Each of my sisters have been through several laptops. Kelly got a mac earlier this year. I was insanely jealous. I go upstairs, and my sister Lindsay walks in with a new laptop. Now, not only do they both have what I want more than anything, but my mom just recently told me about how they were spending so much money on all of my other sisters that they couldn't spend money on me. (i.e. Kelly's tuition, lindsay's mission, emily w/ainsley stuff (this was when i wanted a new ipod cuz mine was lost)) and what do they do??? THEY GO OUT AND BY BOTH OF THEM FREAKING LAPTOPS. my mom's like, its her christmas present... TOO BAD THAT COST AT LEAST FIVE TIMES WHAT THEY SPEND FOR CHRISTMAS AND THEY ALREADY DOUBLED HER BIRTHDAY CUZ SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO GET ONE BIG THING AND SHE GOT TWO...
This is SO not cool. | | |
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